How is this my life? How?
How am I on the brink of losing so much that is precious to me? How?
How will I know what is right and what is wrong? How?
How do I pick up all that is shattered? How?
How will the pieces fit back together? How?
How has my life line become so weathered and frayed? How?
How will I feel, what will happen if my life line snaps? Do I let the tide pull me under? Or will the ebb and flow rescue me? How will it feel? How will I know? How?
How do I...life? 
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